May 26, 2010

It'S 2010

it's already 2010
i haven't write for a very long time,
maybe because i have nothing new to share...
i haven't changed a bit, still in the shadow of the past
my mind, heart and everything still belongs to him ouch!
i have said goodbye a couple of times,
too many that i can no longer remember
i really can't believe it!
he has already move on with his life.. back to normal
maybe he no longer think of me, no longer miss me
we still communicate sometime through emails
and i can tell he's ok living his life with out me around
maybe i should do the same!
now is the right time to face the reality... that we will never be together
cruelty of life... cruelty of falling in love
at the wrong person, at the wrong time!