IF I COULD

If i could turn and walk away
And start all over again
I can forget i ever knew you
I could live in a world of pretend
But everytime i open my eyes
It's back to reality
Things i've tried to forget
Are back again with me
I could go through life
Never saying your name
I could live each day
Looking for a place to lay the blame
I could feel bitter
For the way things turn out
But i choose not to be
Thats not what i'm about
I could forever long for you
And this i'll probably do
If only i could've touched your face
Atleast one dream would've come true
I could say i hate you
But it would be a lie
I could wish i never met you
So i never had a sad goodbye
But no matter the tears
The heartaches i feel inside
I still can't regret knowing you
My feelings i've never denied

LOVE FORGIVES,HEART FORGETS

I prefer to live in a world

Of dreams and fantacies
Than reality that always
Causes me pains and sufferings...
I've gone through midst of roses
But all I got were wounds and bruises;
Really, those thorns hurt me
Oh my! when will I ever learn
Am i born loser?
Why it always has to be me?
Iloveyou, thats all I know
Don't you think I deserve more...
Iloveyou even you've hurt me
Iloveyou even you're hurting me
Iloveyou even you're going to hurt me
Remember "Love forgives, Heart forgets"