the PAST....

I was looking on my old stuff when an old card catches my attention.It was dated september 22'06 actually it was my birthday.But it wasn't a birthday card as I open it and took a glance on it. I knew it was from someone I've shared my past with.Maybe someone i used to love.As I was reading it word by word I suddenly felt sad and dissapointed. In an instant I felt the pain of the past once again.It really hurts.....ouch!
The card says:
Enough to do anything for you- give my life,my love,my heart and my soul to you and for you.
Enough to willingly give all of my time,efforts, thoughts,talents,trust and my prayers to you.
Enough to want to protect you,care for you,guide you,hold you,comfort you,listen to you and cry to you and with you.
Enough to be completely comfortable with you,act silly around you,never have to hide anything from you and be myself with you.
Enough to share all of my sentiments,dreams,goals,fears, hopes,and worries- my entire life with you.
Enough to want the best for you,to wish for your successes, and
to hope for the fulfillment of all your endeavors.
Enough to keep my promises to you and pledge my loyalty and faithfullness to you.
Enough to cherished your friendship,adore your personality,respect your values,and see for who you are.
Enough to fight for you,compromise for you,and sacrifice myself for you if need be.
Enough to miss you incredibly when were apart,no matter what length of time it's for and regardless of the distance
Enough to believe in our relationship,to stand by it through the worst of times,to have faith in our strength as a couple,and to never give up on us.
Enough to spend the rest of my life with you,be there for you when you need or want me, and never,ever want to leave you or live with out you.
I LOVE YOU THIS MUCH...
Now i know those lines are just lies.I shouldn't believe you.You're a part of my past now and I will never, ever look back....