falling in LOVE...

LOVE?

A four letter word but really hard to define. I fell in love once I thought it will never end,but I was wrong.It ended unexpectedly... it hurts a lot. At first I couldn't believe it,but i have to accept the fact that he's already gone. Memories still linger on my mind.The things we do.The places we've been.The moments of unending happiness... I thought I'll die when I decided to set him free,I almost did.It's been a year and a half now since we part ways. And I made it... I already move on, no not m0ving on but instead I step forward. Away from the memories of the past. I never knew after all what had happened LOVE would still come along.Yes, it did...
I'm falling in love the second time around. But I'm afraid.... afraid I might be falling in love with a wrong person. How could I possibly fall in love with someone. I know I can never have. Someone who already belong to someone. Stupid I guess....
My friends once told me letting go is the answer. How can I let him go if he's all I ever wanted? Is it really destiny that brings us together? a playful destiny.I don't know what to do...
Sometimes I don't wanna think about it. As long as I'm happy having him around. I don't care what happens next. I don't even care what the future brings.But I'm scared... scared that one day when I wake up he's gone, because I knew all along he's not mine,and will never be mine. HOPELESS...